{"id":164,"date":"2016-07-01T00:27:12","date_gmt":"2016-07-01T00:27:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/?p=164"},"modified":"2016-07-01T00:28:26","modified_gmt":"2016-07-01T00:28:26","slug":"muse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/2016\/07\/01\/muse\/","title":{"rendered":"Muse"},"content":{"rendered":"

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I’ve never stopped thinking of you.<\/p>\n

I know that–after years of empty promises, cancelled rendezvous and treating you as some sort of dirty secret, a shameful affair–my words probably feel hollow.<\/p>\n

But it’s true–you’ve never left my mind.<\/p>\n

I wanted to come to you, yesterday when you called.<\/p>\n

You didn’t have to say anything. The electrical current that began as a tickle of nausea inside of my stomach, pulsating through me and weakening my defenses–let me know that it was you.<\/p>\n

Succumbing to the seductive tease your presence awakened, I planned to sneak away last night–to find you.<\/p>\n

To give to you my body–my mind–abandoning my higher thoughts and submitting myself to your demands.<\/p>\n

Until, lying in my bed, security placated my passions, squelching them with promises of comfort, ease and a life of certainty.<\/p>\n

And now I’m afraid–terrified–that, tiring of my games and refusing to remain in second place, you’ll leave me, giving yourself to another.<\/p>\n

Another who–when you call–will risk everything for the intimacy with creation that is found in your embrace.<\/p>\n

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I’ve never stopped thinking of you. I know that–after years of empty promises, cancelled rendezvous and treating you as some sort of dirty secret, a shameful affair–my words probably feel hollow. But it’s true–you’ve never left my mind. I wanted to come to you, yesterday when you called. You didn’t have to say anything. The … Continue reading “Muse”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-164","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/164","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=164"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/164\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":169,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/164\/revisions\/169"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=164"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=164"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=164"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}