{"id":134,"date":"2016-06-16T20:47:47","date_gmt":"2016-06-16T20:47:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/?p=134"},"modified":"2016-06-16T21:48:57","modified_gmt":"2016-06-16T21:48:57","slug":"being-what-i-want-to-be","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/2016\/06\/16\/being-what-i-want-to-be\/","title":{"rendered":"Let&#8217;s Begin"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-131 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-09-49-32-1-300x210.png\" alt=\"Screenshot_2016-06-16-09-49-32-1\" width=\"401\" height=\"281\" srcset=\"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-09-49-32-1-300x210.png 300w, https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-09-49-32-1-768x537.png 768w, https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-09-49-32-1-1024x716.png 1024w, https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-09-49-32-1.png 1080w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 401px) 85vw, 401px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>When my dad brought home the singing machine&#8211;complete with microphone stand&#8211;I fell in love. In love with singing, in love with Yaz (the group my sisters and I sang to most with on our new fangled machine) and in love with the idea of someday singing on a big stage.<\/p>\n<p>Until&#8211;as a freshman&#8211;I didn&#8217;t make it into the top choir at my school. And tough I did make it into the second highest choir, with several opportunities to sing solos, I believed myself not good enough, thus ending my singing career&#8211;and singing all together.<\/p>\n<p>Sadly, I had not yet learned the ways of successful people. Successful people like Tyler Joseph and Josh Dun of the band Twenty One Pilots.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-132 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-05-18-1-215x300.png\" alt=\"Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-05-18-1\" width=\"300\" height=\"419\" srcset=\"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-05-18-1-215x300.png 215w, https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-05-18-1-768x1072.png 768w, https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-05-18-1-734x1024.png 734w, https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-05-18-1.png 926w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 85vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>The Twenty One Pilots video for their song &#8220;Ode to Sleep&#8221; inspired me as I watched them persevere with patience, playing for a group of 12 people then 300, then on to a crowd of 12,000.<\/p>\n<p>Watching this video I thought, <em>that&#8217;s the key<\/em>. The key to success. And why I never achieved it in areas like piano lessons, choir and writing (and by success&#8211;I&#8217;m not looking for grandeur&#8211;I&#8217;m talking about just doing something, anything at all).<\/p>\n<p>I never learned the lessons of pursuing talents with patience, of doing things simply for the love of it and of pleasing myself first&#8211;free from worry about the opinions of others.<\/p>\n<p>I never learned to say the words spoken by Tyler Joseph when, in answer to the critics who told him, &#8220;You can&#8217;t be all things to everyone.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He said, &#8220;I&#8217;m not trying to be! I&#8217;m being what I want to be for myself.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>But, although I may not have learned these things before, I&#8217;m learning them now.\u00a0 And I can honestly say that I&#8217;m loving the process of allowing myself to be a beginner. A beginner in pursuit of being what I want to be for myself.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-133 aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-07-13-1-300x194.png\" alt=\"Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-07-13-1\" width=\"402\" height=\"260\" srcset=\"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-07-13-1-300x194.png 300w, https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-07-13-1-768x496.png 768w, https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-07-13-1-1024x662.png 1024w, https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/06\/Screenshot_2016-06-16-10-07-13-1.png 1128w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 402px) 85vw, 402px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When my dad brought home the singing machine&#8211;complete with microphone stand&#8211;I fell in love. In love with singing, in love with Yaz (the group my sisters and I sang to most with on our new fangled machine) and in love with the idea of someday singing on a big stage. Until&#8211;as a freshman&#8211;I didn&#8217;t make &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/2016\/06\/16\/being-what-i-want-to-be\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Let&#8217;s Begin&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-134","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=134"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":141,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134\/revisions\/141"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=134"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=134"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wordsforthisday.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=134"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}